why i'm going crazy

the first thing you get to feel when you're in college is how everything seems lax when you're not in class, but once you enter that classroom, you feel like the world has suddenly become incomprehensible to your ears and you're staring at aliens speaking another language.

but you get over that eventually, and that's when you evolve into an alien yourself.

the second thing you get to feel when you're in college is how some days feel extremely frustrating, and some days are just plain boring.

but even on boring days, you find yourself running out of time.

the third thing you get to feel when you're in college is how your teachers are WAY UP THERE, while you're nothing more than a puny speck on the ground, no bigger than a molecule. no, make that an atom. much unlike high school when sometimes you feel you could be teaching the class instead.

that's where i am right now. if i start evolving, i'll be sure to post observations here.