I think I'm insane. I need chocolate. I need...

Okay. Compilation of things I need:

1. Food. Anything as long as it's edible.
2. A good cry. You know, it's been months since I last cried, no matter how much I try.
3. A crush. OH, for the love of.... what am I? A lesbo? Wake up heart! Get out and search for some cute guys!!! GO!!!! (Is it obvious that I'm desperate?)
4. The Nanny. As in, yes the show with Fran Drescher. Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
5. Meg Cabot.
6. A muse. As in, inspiration. To get writing. What's happening to me????? (Actually Meg Cabot can be my muse anytime. A serious lack of her in my life is getting me down.)
   

My life is sad. Don't expect me to make a decent post in a while.

I'm back. Officially, that is.

Okay. After my so-called official break from blogging (in which I still made occasional posts, but take note, that theses posts are what you would call trivial and not real blog posts.), I have finally returned with some news.

First of all, I watched Pirates 2 yesterday! Ooohh... :) I love Jack Sparrow. Who wouldn't?

But I was rather disappointed by the movie, since all reviews proved true. It was too long and did not really make much sense. Another reason is that it is very bitin! To be fancy, we shall call it cliffhanging. Man, I wanna throttle Gore Verbinski.

But then again, that's Disney for you. Sigh.

Anyhow, the second reason is... the CSA exhibit. After one and a half day of work, the Stephenian Math Society's board is finished, ending with Charmaine (madame president [I love that name. Although it's kind of annoying. BUT ANYWAY] of the SMS) concluding... "I HATE WORK."

Bow.

Hm.

Anyway, I still enjoy being president, yada yada, and I think I did a good job today explaining the board. So! No harm done, hm?

THIRD AND FINAL POINT: I have found an ancient relic. *gasp* Well, it's not ancient, nor is it exactly a relic or what, but it IS valuable. Why? Because it is none other than an old notebook of an ex-crush! (or crush, but whatever. that's not the point.) yeah, yeah, you're thinking, "That's it?" but let me tell you. I wanna use it as a diary. MY diary. Why?

1. An ex-crush's old notebook? That is worth a ton of sentimental value. And besides, there's a certain girl's picture in that notebook. Hm, worth investigating, eh?
2. It still has lots of empty pages. Quite tempting for someone obsessed with paper. (Me.)
3. It has bits of funny stuff in it that can cheer me up anytime.

That's all I can think of now, but it's all true. So, what do you think? Do I return the notebook? (Since I still see him now and then, anyway) Or do I keep it? As my diary?

Am I pathetic or what?

I'm keeping it, you know. No way am I going to return the notebook and have him think that I've been digging through his stuff. Besides, I don't think he cares much about the notebook anymore.

I'm done! Thank you for reading my official comeback blog entry. Take care and have a nice day!

Blogging Once A Day Keeps The Boredom Away

Honestly. What happened to the good old days when you could turn on the computer and amuse yourself for hours? I mean, take Friendster. Once upon a time, I could entertain myself with Friendster and not grow bored. And what happened? Poof! Gone in a second.

Of course, there's still Fiction Press and Fan Fiction.net who strive to make the world a better place. How about that? But then again, I believe in a thing called "Reader's Block" and I'm sure all of you readers out there know what I'm talking about.

What about games? Go to Yahoo!, there are games. Go to MSN, there are games. Go to Friendster, there are games. Games are EVERYWHERE!

But anyway, forget about that.

Yesterday I went to this concert in Chiang Kai Shek, because Kathy was performing in it. She wasn't the only one. Daniel William Yu was there. Haha. (Sabi ni Abi, kamukha daw ni Calvin...) And also, Steph Pua! Galing galing nya! Hehehe...

And there was this old geezer/author guy who was singing (More like hollering.) but he sounded horrible. And he sang TWICE. SIX songs. Ugh. Terrible. During the second time, some people began standing up and leaving. I think the guy noticed.

Speaking of old geezers, there was another one who was the rudest, most &%#$@# jerk I have ever seen! I mean, we were reserving seats for Dianne K and Eric, then just as they came, abovementioned old geezer#2 came along and asked "Hia u lang tse bo? (Is anyone sitting there?)" We (Abi and I) replied yes, and that the people who are sitting there are standing right beside you. And what did he do? He said,"Ah, in to m tse ah. (Well, they aren't sitting.) And goes the seat and plops his big fat butt on the chair!!! I mean, hello??? What about those people standing there expecting to find a seat and finds and old geezer there??? JERK!!!!!!

Not just that, he was so uncivilized and impolite. I can't believe he's Chinese. Chinese are supposed to be courteous. And he's old!!! He clapped really loudly in the middle of the song... fell asleep about halfway through the concert. (I was tempted to throw him out.) I HATE HIM! WHOEVER HE IS!!!

I am so bored.

i'm just bored, to be honest. i mean, really bored. there's only so much email to be read, and come on, friendster is boring. you can't just add everyone as your friend. who knows? one of them might turn out a mad axe murderer or something. anyway, i decided to blog, so here I am. typing with one hand, because I'm eating cheese bread with the other. actually ubos na cheese bread ko, kanina pa, nung nasa "something" ako. hehe... but really, I'm bored.

So anyway! Mukha ba akong teddy bear? totoo? kc sa ajss, lhat kmi may award, tpos nakuha ko teddy bear award. hahah.... nkakatuwa nga eh... heh :P

today pala, narinig ko at last ung boses ni Daniel William Yu! Hahha... ang galing galing nya tlga sobra kumanta, nakaka-in love! pero di ko cya crush noh, boses lng nmn nya ung gusto ko kc di ko makita ung face nya kanina. yeah, knina. kc, may "walkathon" daw, eh super walang kwenta kc tumayo lng kmi sa savory chicken sa may escolta for like, one hour, tapos umulan! pero khit na umuulan, naglakad pa rin kmi! cge, lakad... tapos lumakas ung ulan! as in super!!! kaya naghintay kmi sa may jollibee sa quintin paredes (kung saan ako nag birthday party nung 6 years old ako at nagkaLBM ang lahat ng guests) ng matagal... so ayan na, nababasa na kami. tapos humina na ung ulan kaya cge lakad pa, hanggang lorenzo ruiz plaza kung saan may nagsasalita (speech daw). tapos national anthem... bayang magiliw... tpos na rin un! tapos sunod national anthem ng china.... blahblah.... tapos na rin! so at last, mag eexchange na kmi ng food. kc dun pa lng sa savory habang naghihintay, bngyan kmi ng plastic bag with bottled water at siopao pero bawal daw kainin kc nga gagamitin nmin un pang exchange. ang cute nga ng idea. may flag pa pala kmi.... so yun. nag exchange. nakakakuha kmi ng philippine flag tska biko at tubig. tapos pinaupo kmi. kaso puno na ung place. basa pa nga ung mga chair kc nga umulan db... so ayan naghanap kmi ng chair, pero wla na eh. buti n lng may mga gentleman (taga SSHS!!! nakakagulat. kala ko nawala na lahat ng gentleman sa school) na nagpaupo sa amin. so yan umupo kmi. tapos nakinig kmi ng speech tapos may choir from chiang kai na kumanta.... di nmn gaano kaganda.... (no offense sa mga nagbabasa) kala ko nga nakita ko si tonibelle dun, pero di nmn pala cya. tapos ng choir lumabas si daniel william yu! kumanta cya! The promise ata un, di ko na maalala. basta un, kumanta cya, kinilig lhat ng babae. (haha joke) then tapos na!!! pumunta kmi sa bahay ni kathy at sumabay papuntang school kung saan nagtambay muna kmi sa csa room kasama si kathy at si abi at nagdaldalan lng kmi habang naggugupit ng lettering para sa csa exhibit na dapat ay gnagawa ni abi, kaso di cya gumagawa. anyway, nag chorale kmi mga 10:30, kumanta... tapos uuwi na dapat. kaso tinatamad pa ako kaya tinext ko mama ko kung pwde kmi maglunch ni abi sa labas, pero ayaw ni mama, kaya umuwi n lng kmi. umuwi ako kasabay si denice at nagkwentuhan lng... the end! grabe haba ng kwento ko noh. actually para lang tlga akong nagkwento kc obviously di cya formal. taglish to the max. puro "tapos". bilangin mo na lang kung ilang "tapos" pag gusto mo. hehehe... cge, hanggang dito n lng... tinatamad na rin ako tska wla na rin akong makwento.

oo nga pala. fil chi friendship day ngaun. un ung dahilan kung bakit nag "walkathon" kami.

7 facts about me that you probably haven't realized yet:

1. I may be shy in person but when it comes to text or chat, I can be very outspoken.
2. I wear earrings. Little golden hearts. Ha! Bet you haven't noticed! (Joke lang. You might have if you've met me for quite a while. Hehehe.)
3. I am a sarcastic person. I can be really sarcastic at times, but of course, you don't take it seriously naman.
4. I am hooked on Taglish. If only there was a Taglish class in school. But then, I love Chinese too! Wo shi zhong guo ren! :P
5. I am obviously hooked on YM because I type emoticons like >:D<>
6. When I have a crush, nobody would know it unless I tell. It's true! I have a secret crush that only about 2 people know about. And that's because I told them.
7. I can keep secrets, but sometimes I blurt it out, but NOT ON PURPOSE. And not to everyone. Of course, I am careful when in the presence of people who should not be knowing the secret.

Lame, lame, lame... sigh...

Hello again! I'm not really supposed to be blogging right now as it's 11:21 in the middle of the night, but anyway, it's okay. I'm actually supposed to be revising a short paper but whatever.

I need essay writing classes. I'm horrible at essays. Honestly. I can't even bring myself to write something properly decent. It's a bloody process, I tell you. Geez.

But enough with that. I already finished "Catcher in the Rye". It was weird. Very weird. And disturbing because of all the swearing and reference to adult stuff. But I guess, I still need time to process the story. It was nice, in a way. I don't know. Just read it if you like. I liked it a little because our Philo teacher sort of explained it. I'll explain it here once I understand it. I hope.

I have to write a poem too. A stanza, actually. It's sort of a son to mother thing, and the image our group is going to use is a potter. Yeah, generic, but hey, who's complaining? Well, anyway, here goes. (I'm actually typing this as I think of them right now.)

Rough calloused hands on my once fragile frame
Perfected each and every curve, molding me,
And I have you to thank, my dear mother,
For looking beyond what you see.

Kind of rushed, but anyway, that's fine. Who cares. Haha. I'm just not inspired, you know? Sure there are cute guys in AJSS, but none that actually creates a spark, so ho-hum, life is boring without a crush around. I guess I should be satisfied with a guy who's my type and all, but he gets... boring. Am I mean or what? Ah. Whatever. :D

And on my tagboard, I wasn't the one who wrote the "Hello fans" thing. It was my sister. But I didn't remove it coz I thought it was cute... hmmm.... basta!

Thanks to you guys too, for reading my blog. I think my blog is getting boring, not like my Friendster one, but I'm turning boring without my friends in school. Really! I'm not my hyper little self anymore. I was a bit depressed actually, but I already found the solution to that. SUGAR! C2, ice cream, you name it.

And guess what? I discovered something. Jollibee's Coffee Jelly is really good! Especially the Jollibee in Masangkay. Mmmmm.... I got it with ice cream (P37, P10 pesos more than the original P27 without ice cream, but it is SO worth it) and I swear, I was in heaven.

Anyway, I'll just end here, because I think I'm ranting too much now. Till next time! Bye! Tag kayo ha!!!:D

P.S. to my batch/classmates: My sections for next year are Red and It. Ano section nyo? hehe :P